Jaded

thoroughly jaded and denied

I sat on the steps and I cried

all in a wonder of what had become

of my delicate nature and desire to run

I placed my face on the refrigerator door

in hopes that the smile might spread

the crowd stood behind me

you knew where to find me

but the words refused to come out

I never thought I'd say it, hold me down

I never thought I'd want it, hold me down

I thought that I wanted my freedom, my life

but my love just hold me down

the truth is I don’t know what to say

how to defy it or fight it again

so I'm ready for anything

I'll just love it all